Archivo para octubre, 2010

There is no sadder feeling in this world than to feel forgotten.
That’s the most frightening aspect of loneliness…
You think you’re being damaged while loneliness is happening to you, and the worry amplifies the pain
It sucks to be alone, even when there are people all around you


Nothing’s gonna change the things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand 

‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be perfect
Now it’s just too late and
We can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be perfect


What’s what I want ? What’s what I search for?.I’m now wandering in a forest and I can’t see a thing.I’m waiting for the light in the end of the dark.The hope in the middle of all this despair.The thing that can return my world’s sense.And I just wait , I’ll wait …

Nothing hurts more than waiting since I don’t even know what I’m waiting for anymore.


I discovered who were my real friends. I just wished that wasn’t the way I had to discover

Every betrayal begins with trust


If you can’t understand my silence , you won’t understand my words

Because of that I won’t talk


I stand here empty, waiting to be filled. I stand here weary of days bombarded with sorrows & ill. Yet, I STAND. For I know it is not of my strength; I know it is my will. So with my eyes fixed on the prize and a rejoicing soul, I stand with a prayerful heart, waiting for my blessing. I stand, knowing my blessing will come


Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you’re not here to say
What you always used to say
But it’s written in the sky tonight

Seen that ray of light
And it’s shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it’s taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

It doesn’t matter what people say
And it doesn’t matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you’ll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe

Someone’s watching over me


By winning, you achieve something. By losing, you are motivated to work hard. By quitting, you shatter your dreams. By giving yourself a chance to try again or hold on, some way, some how, you will end up getting there.

All blessings are always one second late, but they’re always at the right time.


If I were to disappear
I wonder if anyone would cry?
Since you’re not alone
You could forget these memories and go on living

The pain that was born, the days that flowed by
Fade into the scenery before my eyes

Realized my mistakes
Holding my breath
Even this hill that overlooks
The town that seems like a wasteland turns red
Without changing tomorrow, somewhere
Life is born and disappears

My trivial worries and the tears I’ve shed
Become memories before my eyes
I’m going forward, without doubt

The pride I’ve lost and the dreams I’ve given up on
I close my eyes and return to that star
The small answer that I found
Will surely, someday, help me with my future



Unexpected hits may force you to your knees, or worse, knock you on your face; but if you have the courage to get back up & walk around with that ‘bruise’ visible for all to see, the next time it happens, people won’t notice the bruise…just your dignity while you ‘recover’!


Una de las cosas de la que no podes huir en la vida son el reemplazo y el cambio . Para algunos podria hasta llegar a ser un sinonimo , pero en relidad no lo es .
El cambio es un proceso pacifico y normal por el que todos vamos a pasar , nunca vas a ser el mismo , pues las situaciones te obligan a ser diferente .
El mismo es un proceso pacifico pues no involucra conflicto, es algo natural que depende de vos y no de las otras personas. El cambio es una manera de transfomar como vos te ves , tanto interna como externamiente. Mucha gente pude decir que odia el cambio , pero no hay nadie que no haya pasado por alguno. Entonces seria hipocrita decir que el cambio es algo negativo. Lo que en realidad la gente odia es el reemplazo. El remplazo es solo un tipo de cambio, pero no tiene que ver con vos mismo sino que implica a cambiar las cosas tu alrededor , a las otras personas que te rodean.El remplazo basicamente es cambiar algo que ya dejo de tener su funcion original , por algo nuevo y mejor. Pero claro eso es cuando hablamos de objetos ,¿Quien va  decir que es mal cambiar una television vieja , por el nuevo plasma de moda? Claramente,nadie te lo va a decir . Pero en el caso de el reemplazo de las personas es diferente , pues la primera y mas importante diferencia es que los humanos tenemos sentimientos.
Entonces , cambiar a alguen por que ya no cumple la funcion por la que lo querias es un pensamiento utilitarista , estas cosifcando a las personas , solo usandolas cuando nos
conviene y cuando ya no sirve,cuando se puede conseguir algo mejor se cambia
¿Quien podria decir que eso esta bien ? Pero tristemente la vida es asi , la gente va por el mundo usando a las presonas para su beneficio y cuando dejan de cumplr su funcion son desechadas y tiradas en el olvido . Cuando pasa eso es por que no se tiene en cuenta los sentimientos de los demas , y solo nos importa lo nuestro . Nuestro propio difrute, nuestra alegria .
Reemplazo tambien es colocar un cosa en el mismo lugar donde antes estaba otra, y para eso se debe desechar a lo que antes estaba ahi . Y adonde va ? Cual es su futuro? . Muy pocas personas lo saben ,por que luego de que el reeplazo se dio , a muy pocos le interesa ver que paso. Pues nosotros ya tenemos lo que necesitamos , ya alguien ocupo el lugar de objeto indeseado , ya alguien ocupo el lugar de lo que no funcionaba bien .
El reemplazo es como un juego que tiene 3 participantes ,el reeplazante , el reemplazado y el ocupante .El que maneja las reglas de el juego es el reemplazante ,es el que decide cuando el juego da comienzo , es el que manifiesta la desconformidad , el que pone la ruleta a funcionar . Una vez que el reeplazante hizo su movimento ya no hay vuelta atras , ya esta decidido . El reemplazo es alg que no se puede evitar .El reemplazado es el que es tomado por sorpresa , solo puede mirar , pues ya no tiene nada para hacer , bueno capas que saltar del barco antes de que se hunda con el adentro , pero no puede cambiar absolutamente nada . Sencillamente , no tiene las deciciones .
Y el ocupante , es el «nuevo» , el objeto de lujo , el juguete nuevo , listo y pronto para darnos lo que necesitabamos y estabamos buscando .Todo lo que no nos daban .
Entonces nadie puede venir a decir que lo que odiamos es el cambio , aceptamos el cambio , pasamos por el , pero lo que odiamos es el reemplazo. Pues no es un proceso pacifico , es un proceso que trae conflictos y que nos deja preguntandonos:¿Que fue lo que hicmos mal? ,¿Que fue lo que nos falto? o ¿Cuanta parte de todo esto fue nuestra culpa?

Pero en realidad lo que tenemos que darnos cuenta es que nada de esto se origno por nosotros , y que en realidad lo que hicimos fue mirar , no fue ni nuestra culpa , ni nusetra decicion . Tampoco hicimos nada malo . Solamente fuimos cosificados por la otra persona que nos veia solo como objeto de uso , y cuando se acabo lo bueno , llego lo malo , y entonces llego la hora de cambiarlo ,desecharlo , olvidarlo y claro, cambiarlo por algo mejor .
Nunca nos sintamos mal por eso , por que nos hace mucho mas fuetes , y nos hace aprender que si nosotros no queremos que nos reemplazen no tenemos que hacer lo mismo.


If one day you see yourself holding on something there used to be there, hoping it come back, but knowing it won’t, do not fear, is just the beggining of something you never lived
Nothing in this world that’s worth having comes easily.


Don’t tell me the problem is tough. If it is not tough, then it is not a problem


At rough moments of life, the only thing you can be or do is to be tough. Whatever you do, don’t quit or lose your focus because when you do, you will be beating yourself up and the rest of your days, your heart will be filled with nothing but pain and bad memories!

Always be tough, even when you are weak, because only the tough ones find strength in themselves.


If you stumble on your way to the top, don’t look back. If someone trips you along the way, don’t look back. If negativity alters your vision, don’t give up. With each step, know that you have become stronger. If you have endured this path, then you CAN reach your destination


Today I am what I am
Because of my yesterday’s choices.
And where I shall be tomorrow
Will be decided today.

Of course, this I know.
We can steer our life into
Happiness or sorrow
By the choices we borrow.

We are the captains of our lifeliner
And we choose our course and command our ‘Choice’.
Do we choose like a child with hopes, pure admiration; fearless?
Or like a defeated skunk – lost and hopeless?

It is greatness and the quality of our response,
It is our attitude of poise
That gives a glitter to our choice,
That makes us win and rejoice.

And this is the seed I sow for tomorrow
And shall doubtless reap it;
The harvest of choosing right.
Would I be happy while I reap?
Depends on the seed of today.

Even if today I have a sour harvest,
For the morrow, let me choose to seed my best
In the hope of having a fine bounty.

What else can we do other than to choose today?
Either we choose right or lie at life’s mercy.
The better way is making our CHOICE TODAY.


Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming  

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels all right
You don’t know what it’s like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy but I’m not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like, what it’s like

Welcome to my life


You open your eyes
But you can’t remember what for
The snow falls quietly
You just can’t feel it no more
Somewhere out there
You lost yourself in your pain
You dream of the end
To start all over again 

 

I don’t know how long
I can hold myself so strong
I don’t know how long


Hold up… hold on… don’t be scared
You’ll never change what’s been and gone
May your smile… Shine on… Don’t be scared
Your destiny may keep you warm.

Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you’ll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Get up… Come on… why you scared?
You’ll never change what been and gone



The war is starting and you’ve already lost
Keep yourself to yourself
I want none of you
So get lost.
I’ll leave too.


Life takes your dreams and turns them upside down
Friends talk about you when your not around
People make promises they just cant keep
I’ve come to realize… talk is cheap


If you can’t handle me at my worst…
You don’t deserve me at my best


We’re the kings and queens of our stories.We build castles made of our dreams.This castles that we create are made of sand and a breeze can blow them away.

We’re the kings and queen of our nothing and the little  shards of our dreams. We can’t run away from the pieces of our lost stories, of our broken dreams.

We’re kings and queens of our disaster, of the foolish choises we made

Because with all those things we’ll form a castle of bricks


Someone falls to pieces
Sleeping all alone
Someone kills the pain
Spinning in the silence
To finally drift away
Someone gets excited
In a chapel yard
Catches a bouquet
Another lays a dozen
White roses on a grave

To be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do

Someone finds salvation in everyone
And another only pain
Someone tries to hide himself
Down inside himself he prays
Someone swears his true love
Until the end of time
Another runs away
Separate or united?
Healthy or insane?

To be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do

And even when you’ve paid enough, been pulled apart or been held up
With every single memory of the good or bad faces of luck
don’t lose any sleep tonight
I’m sure everything will end up alright

You may win or lose

But to be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do